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   Saturday, October 25, 2003  
i'll blog here since i dont know if i will remember to tell you about my SUPER AWESOME dream but it was a bit of a dissapointment.

so the dream went like this. i took a road trip to irvine right? when i got there we realized it only took us TWO HOURS to get to irvine!! and once again, my preception of irvine is all distorted. there were these super esclators that took us to the top floor because when you arrive at "irvine" the car is stopped at this dead end. kind of like a hallway in new york. lol

anyhow these super esclators are like SUPER DUPER FAST, so fast that you are going vertically up!!! hahaha i got so freaked out. :) so we get to upstairs and i look for your building. okay for some reason your building (where your room is) is the same one as my last dream. but they should be different since you have an apartment? i dont kno we just talked and i was so happy that it only takes two hours to drive and i decide to drive back to irvine VERY often. but yea i woke up knowing that two hours wasn't possible to get to irvine =/ why does irvine have to be so far?

oh yeah. your package should come on wednesday :) man its 1.4 lbs but pretty heavy for the things i got. hehe before you open it make sure you shake it and try to guess what it is first :) hope you have fun unwrapping it. hehe
   posted by ahiru-ie at 8:22 PM


   Wednesday, October 22, 2003  
hi allen. im going for another 3am sleeper. okay just kidding, if i do that one more day i think my body will collapse. i cant take this sleep deprivation. haha im a damn wussy.

hope you are in a great mood when you read this. haha because i did a NON QUICKIE blog. lol

thanks for the crush thing. it was super cute. i loved it. haha all i can say is that i hope you like when you get next week. lol and hopefully you wont already have it.

you're my best friend ever allen. i can never find a person like you anywhere else, honestly. hey you were right about how friends in high school dont stay very long. me & sandra dont even talk that much, but im trying my best to keep us in contact you know? i'm picking her up from the airport on wednesday before thanksgiving as a start. even though im going to go to UCR in jan, HOPEFULLY, im using that as an excuse definitely to see you allen. lol i dont know how we do it allen, especially last year, it definitely amazes me how we still kept in great contact with eachother ... minus some minor cutbacks on speaking ... but otherwise we are so close even though we are decently far? i'm so glad there is effort from the both of us to make this friendship nourish and grow.

thank you for being here.

and i did remember what you told yesterday allen. but im going to refrain from summarizing it lol.

good night my general :)

from your peasant to princess

linda
   posted by ahiru-ie at 1:35 AM


   Monday, October 20, 2003  
lets get the pillows. hehe. hm one problem. i dont know how i'll get it for you since i dont have a credit card ... haha =P i think that be cute a xmas present.

i got a surprise for u this weekend that im doing. probably wont get it until next week hopefullly.
   posted by ahiru-ie at 9:25 PM


   Saturday, October 04, 2003  
you called last night?

i got the magazine that you subcribed to me. well it came to my house. thanks. hmmm if only it came to my mail box >P

my mom got me the burberry purse ive wanted. she was going to get me a pearl ring but then i told her to spend that money on the purse. lol =D it workeD!
   posted by ahiru-ie at 6:32 PM


   Friday, October 03, 2003  
... thanks allen .. not it wont be a great one. one i have to take the damn subject a on my birthday, and two ... well someone is missing.

make it sound like what you want to hear allen, but i don think its the best for us. but whatever. it doesnt matter anyways does it now.

the kitty is cute though i hate cats. im definitely never going to irvine now. okay jk, i will i am soon. probably spring quarter though if im lucky winter too.

hope things are going great for you allen, i mean your apt and school. dont drink too much, please? and smoking, yah none of that!!!!!! hope you dont, just to keep you healthy ... so then when that long time is up i can talk to a nice healthy allen, that isn't a 'tard or something, or shall i saw weetod. =]

i miss you allen. everytime i talk to mel, i cant help but be reminded of you. it feel like i can tell her everything, but i know i cant. she is your friend and well she isnt you ... one that you two aren't similar is that you weren't always being hit on every day. hahhaha .. yah she does a lot. makes me kind of jelous, reminds me of my 9th and 10th grade years where all the guys i liked, liked my friends.
   posted by ahiru-ie at 12:34 AM


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a simple blog.

look at the stars!
look how they shine for you
and everything you do
yeah they were all yellow
i came along i wrote a song for you
and all the things you do
yeah it was called yellow
so then i took my time
oh what a thing to've done
and it was all yellow

you're skin
oh yeah you're skin and bones
turned in to something beautiful
and you know
you know i love you so
you know i love you so

 

circumference

i wander aimlessly, my white wings outstretched to the edge of the world.

inch by inch foot by foot i float closer to nowhere, closer to nothing

a world reveals itself under me, as i observe with lonesome eyes.

endless it may seem, this empty life is more complete that anything.

the illustrious mountain top, with its sprinkle of snow and flurry of forest.

emerging from the world beneath my wings, she recognizes my existence.

that sole soul reaches out to me, touches me, knows me.

the mountain stands sedentary, yet tall and proud, her own existence visible.

i approach her, adore her, understand her, praise her for the gift she has given me.

i pass through her radiant landscapes, every detail appreciated, all memories cherished.

my grasp loosens as i drift further and further to what lies ahead.

yet on this path i chose, i bring the knowledge that one day i will return.

return to her, return from my journey through a now edgeless world.