I KNEW IT. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHA

i knew it was you who was reading it :)
first it thought dennis by wtf would he go around reading this shit. then me and chris thought it was ... going on another computer to check it. lol

itsokay janet. just wanted to know who. =]
i still need to talk to you. its not about this at all ... bleh

please stop assuming things and relieve yourself of unnecessary stress, okay?

you're not a sin. it wasn't even you. it was tuan. get it now?

WHO THE FUCK HAS THE IP OF
ip68-228-87-91.oc.oc.cox.net

IM GOING TO HUNT YOUR ASS DOWN AND SHOOT YOU. MOTHER FUCKER.
youre not welcomed here.

i feel so foolish. i was going to the big box i gotten for xmas to place some misc receipts and momentos. and i glimpsed at some cards and pictures ... i realized all those times i was just so happy. never did i ever have a bad day. i always smiled and giggled like a free child.

i should have not gone to that damn box. DAMNIT me and my stupid organization where everything has to go to the damn right place and how i have to have so many fucking momentos. laksjdflsakjdfasldkfjsdf

im sorry for posting this here. i shouldnt even have this blog anymore. i just didnt know where to go or who to go to anymore. im sorry. but you shouldnt even be visitng this page at all...

damn me. i hate myself.

i feel so retarded with myself. i check here only to know that there are no other members. STUPID LINDA *note to self* this thing would only update if YOU - ME - update yourself! stupid girl. stupid stupid stupid.

happy birthday

thanks for blocking me. i have no idea why still. but okay.

why dont you just block me then!? i mean not adding me to your phonebook still, and taking me off gunbound? geezus. just block me.

remember my finding nemo toy from mcdonalds? where you push the fin and it laughs? my mom took mine to work and leaves it in a drawer. when people walk by her cubicle she pushes it and scares/freaks pass goers. hahaha when the people ask her about it she just stares at her computer and does her work. hahahah :)

i didnt realize that you blogged on christmas. how weird. i thought you blogged something earlier... YOU DID. you fucking deleted it!!!!

well. this christmas was the best. it was great spending it with your family and you. i had so much fun meeting everyone and hearing all those cute little stories about your childhood, especially about playing house. though i got to encountered the wackier side of your family (the alcohol) and the bratty side of your sister, you were just the best person you were to me. thank you for making christmas something to definitely remember.

im sorry things this break (at the end) haven't gone the way you would have hoped it did allen. i am really sorry for hurting you all this time. i wish i could make you happy as much as you have for me but i cant. we are definitely close and will remain (hopefully) like this forever. but now isn't the time for things between us to work out. i really do see you in my life, not as a friend but definitely a lot more ... but its just not possible with our arrangements (where we live). i cant handle a long distance relationship. i thought i did because i never tried it before. and being away from you makes me scared shitless allen. all that time i was waiting for you, i scared out of my mind to find something about you and the other girls around irvine. haha i honestly cant handle it at all. its hard to explain.

i hope you drive safely to irvine (omg i just typed TIMBERLAND. wtf am i smoking?). hope tiger will get flea-free soon. take care~

your em,
linda